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"We cannot walk alone." - MLK
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1. Kid's horse seems to be all better. YAY. My horse? Got an abscess in his hoof that created a soft pocket that allowed a rock in that THEN closed up. It's dug out, but there's a hole down to live hoof and that's not super buneo. Effin HORSES. Yesterday, I just groomed him and took him for a walk on his horse leash. He enjoyed me being there and giving him love! There was serious flirting and loving going on. HE MISSED ME! Seriously, that's so cool. Funny moment, I was walking him to the front of the property and the other two horses were following. The goats got in on it too (they don't like when the horses are out of sight) and were bleating at us. =D My life was perfect at that moment. I'm going to go again this morning to spend some love time with him; kid has a lesson; there's shopping to be done; kid has a playdate with exbarnwife's kid; I am meeting a friend for coffee later; tomorrow is school. >.<
2. I somehow went down a rabbit hole and read all about David Cassidy and looked at all his teenage heartthrob photos. He was so cute, but he reminded me, a lot, of dickhead-ex and it bothered me. But I didn't stop looking, which I should have. That particular LONG AGO ten year stretch defined me in fundamental ways, but revisiting the past when it winds me up is pointless. I still wouldn't pee on him if he were on fire, but now that I'm a zen mfer, I might call the fire department.
When I got home.
Don't judge: even that much is progress.
It did make me think that no one should cozy up to crazy on purpose. People (me) are stupid.
3. Nutshell "You See What Happened Was" reading adventure from yesterday. After a few books of deep literary value, I wanted brain candy. I found a book that was about spies and secret ops and partners with seriously bad pasts and the virtual book-jacket sales pitch sounded great! I got it. I started reading. About THREE chapters in, I was getting confused a bit about things and finally realized I was reading fiction written for a very specific niche market: gay romance adventure mystery suspense. LOL I was invested, though, and it was actually well written, so I decided to finish it. I felt so worldly. *snort* After finishing it, I was all "OK, look at me being TRULY a reader of all things....time to move on to books more my cup of tea" and that was that. Now, though, I'm kind of curious if the two incredibly handsome but troubled protagonists get back together.
4. My sea monkey ecosphere is doing great. I talk to them every single day, and make sure they look happy. (????) I don't know if I mentioned it, but the ecosphere started with three sea monkeys and I now have four. I AM A SEA MONKEY BREEDER!
5. I am also keeping my plants alive and I'm pretty proud of myself. What's helping is a twice daily spray of mist on all of them: our air is sooooo dry that the extra moisture is appreciated. I look at my little window garden and feel like I'm a natural and nature.
6. What's for dinner? Do tell me what you're having -- I need ideas!
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Remember to fight the fight for everyone.
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1. Kid's horse seems to be all better. YAY. My horse? Got an abscess in his hoof that created a soft pocket that allowed a rock in that THEN closed up. It's dug out, but there's a hole down to live hoof and that's not super buneo. Effin HORSES. Yesterday, I just groomed him and took him for a walk on his horse leash. He enjoyed me being there and giving him love! There was serious flirting and loving going on. HE MISSED ME! Seriously, that's so cool. Funny moment, I was walking him to the front of the property and the other two horses were following. The goats got in on it too (they don't like when the horses are out of sight) and were bleating at us. =D My life was perfect at that moment. I'm going to go again this morning to spend some love time with him; kid has a lesson; there's shopping to be done; kid has a playdate with exbarnwife's kid; I am meeting a friend for coffee later; tomorrow is school. >.<
2. I somehow went down a rabbit hole and read all about David Cassidy and looked at all his teenage heartthrob photos. He was so cute, but he reminded me, a lot, of dickhead-ex and it bothered me. But I didn't stop looking, which I should have. That particular LONG AGO ten year stretch defined me in fundamental ways, but revisiting the past when it winds me up is pointless. I still wouldn't pee on him if he were on fire, but now that I'm a zen mfer, I might call the fire department.
When I got home.
Don't judge: even that much is progress.
It did make me think that no one should cozy up to crazy on purpose. People (me) are stupid.
3. Nutshell "You See What Happened Was" reading adventure from yesterday. After a few books of deep literary value, I wanted brain candy. I found a book that was about spies and secret ops and partners with seriously bad pasts and the virtual book-jacket sales pitch sounded great! I got it. I started reading. About THREE chapters in, I was getting confused a bit about things and finally realized I was reading fiction written for a very specific niche market: gay romance adventure mystery suspense. LOL I was invested, though, and it was actually well written, so I decided to finish it. I felt so worldly. *snort* After finishing it, I was all "OK, look at me being TRULY a reader of all things....time to move on to books more my cup of tea" and that was that. Now, though, I'm kind of curious if the two incredibly handsome but troubled protagonists get back together.
4. My sea monkey ecosphere is doing great. I talk to them every single day, and make sure they look happy. (????) I don't know if I mentioned it, but the ecosphere started with three sea monkeys and I now have four. I AM A SEA MONKEY BREEDER!
5. I am also keeping my plants alive and I'm pretty proud of myself. What's helping is a twice daily spray of mist on all of them: our air is sooooo dry that the extra moisture is appreciated. I look at my little window garden and feel like I'm a natural and nature.
6. What's for dinner? Do tell me what you're having -- I need ideas!
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Remember to fight the fight for everyone.
