Well, well, well, how the turntables.

- we got news that we can't get the 2nd vaccine at the place we got it before. they went from moderna to pfizer. what the ever loving fuck? soooooo, we have three weeks to figure out where to get it. if we can't? we start over. so i'm thinking that we might as well just wait three weeks and get the single dose and not get sick. feh.

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over the past few weeks, i've been pondering change. specifically, i've been pondering if we are actually capable of real, significant change.

i like to think we can, because if we can't, then i really need to just stay in my lovely little lane and not take that road less travelled. (ALL THE METAPHORS...TOSS THEM ALL IN) i know *real* change is hard and we may never change who we *truly* are, but maybe the key is in recognizing that and work on changing how we deal with the "who we really are" facets vs. trying to modify or eliminate them.

this feels like a philosophical question more than anything else at the moment.

ugh.
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maybe this weekend i'll plant my zucchini and tomatoes. we usually have a last snow/freeze in may, so i'll have to protect them, but things SHOULD be ok. an earlier start means more noms through the season, and i'm for sure OK with that.

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ok. time to clean and junk. funsies!

Beautiful evening!

Some ppl take dogs for a walk. Some take horses. :)