Fifteen Minutes: I Can Do It
May. 29th, 2018 02:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
liminal_spaceI took tomorrow off and I'm really happy I did. I either need to go look at a horse in Ventura or just take the day off. After seeing video of the horse, I may just stay home, clean, and read.
He's not very forward at all, which while not a BAD thing can be annoying. Plus, he's a lot of money for someone like me. If I were using him to show, I could see it. To event? I could see it. But I'm basically needing a good pony to dick around on, so the amount of ducats he's being sold for is a bit high.
Plus, I'm feeling off horses for the moment. Again. I need to regroup and rethink.
I'm mad about some things that are 100% out of my control and some that are totally in my control and right now it feels like nothing is easy. I need easy.
Or at least a day off from hard.
*
Anyway.
As of now, kid is out of school for the year. She's really happy -- it's been a super weird year for her and being out of school is probably the best thing for her. Once I get out, we'll take a bit of time off and then try to make the summer nice and busy and fun. Except for days it's not busy.
I still have a few more days after tomorrow. Thursday and a half day on Friday. Then FREEDOM!
For a few weeks. I'm giving up 9 days of vacation to go to a training in Pamona, CA, where I will learn the curriculum for the new stuff I'm teaching. Goodbye English, hello Project Lead the Way. Goodbye, test scores -- hello, fun.
I'm not feeling it.
Maybe I'm jus treally tired. Or sick and tired.
I do know that I have been having my run away fantasies more and more recently. :(
That's usually a sign that I hate almost everyone.
Grump.
OH.
I've been watching "The New Girl" on Netflix and I like it. Main character Jess makes me not as grumpy, but she also makes me want to stab her in the eye sometimes. Not often, though. That's good.
He's not very forward at all, which while not a BAD thing can be annoying. Plus, he's a lot of money for someone like me. If I were using him to show, I could see it. To event? I could see it. But I'm basically needing a good pony to dick around on, so the amount of ducats he's being sold for is a bit high.
Plus, I'm feeling off horses for the moment. Again. I need to regroup and rethink.
I'm mad about some things that are 100% out of my control and some that are totally in my control and right now it feels like nothing is easy. I need easy.
Or at least a day off from hard.
*
Anyway.
As of now, kid is out of school for the year. She's really happy -- it's been a super weird year for her and being out of school is probably the best thing for her. Once I get out, we'll take a bit of time off and then try to make the summer nice and busy and fun. Except for days it's not busy.
I still have a few more days after tomorrow. Thursday and a half day on Friday. Then FREEDOM!
For a few weeks. I'm giving up 9 days of vacation to go to a training in Pamona, CA, where I will learn the curriculum for the new stuff I'm teaching. Goodbye English, hello Project Lead the Way. Goodbye, test scores -- hello, fun.
I'm not feeling it.
Maybe I'm jus treally tired. Or sick and tired.
I do know that I have been having my run away fantasies more and more recently. :(
That's usually a sign that I hate almost everyone.
Grump.
OH.
I've been watching "The New Girl" on Netflix and I like it. Main character Jess makes me not as grumpy, but she also makes me want to stab her in the eye sometimes. Not often, though. That's good.
