liminal_space | Fifteen Minutes: I Can Do It

I took tomorrow off and I'm really happy I did. I either need to go look at a horse in Ventura or just take the day off. After seeing video of the horse, I may just stay home, clean, and read.

He's not very forward at all, which while not a BAD thing can be annoying. Plus, he's a lot of money for someone like me. If I were using him to show, I could see it. To event? I could see it. But I'm basically needing a good pony to dick around on, so the amount of ducats he's being sold for is a bit high.

Plus, I'm feeling off horses for the moment. Again. I need to regroup and rethink.

I'm mad about some things that are 100% out of my control and some that are totally in my control and right now it feels like nothing is easy. I need easy.

Or at least a day off from hard.

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Anyway.

As of now, kid is out of school for the year. She's really happy -- it's been a super weird year for her and being out of school is probably the best thing for her. Once I get out, we'll take a bit of time off and then try to make the summer nice and busy and fun. Except for days it's not busy.

I still have a few more days after tomorrow. Thursday and a half day on Friday. Then FREEDOM!

For a few weeks. I'm giving up 9 days of vacation to go to a training in Pamona, CA, where I will learn the curriculum for the new stuff I'm teaching. Goodbye English, hello Project Lead the Way. Goodbye, test scores -- hello, fun.

I'm not feeling it.

Maybe I'm jus treally tired. Or sick and tired.

I do know that I have been having my run away fantasies more and more recently. :(

That's usually a sign that I hate almost everyone.

Grump.

OH.

I've been watching "The New Girl" on Netflix and I like it. Main character Jess makes me not as grumpy, but she also makes me want to stab her in the eye sometimes. Not often, though. That's good.